you know, sometimes you may wonder and contenplate wherther or not God really exists or loves you at all. this moment erupts when you get to a point in your life where though you've prayed all the prayers you could pray, fasted, exercised your faith to the highest level, waited and waited relentlessly but still no signal of a rain or cloud. nothing good seems to be showing forth. sometimes you get to a point where you can hardly pray, read your bible or even come to church.
well i have a news for you. though nothing seems to be working out for you, doesn't mean that God has forgetting or neglected you. The truth is sometimes God would want to come through to us in a way that is peculiar, unusual and in extreme cases, strange. you know Bible says that " as we do not know the path of the wind and how babies are formed in a womb of pregnant women so we cannot understand the doings of God" Bible again also says that " for we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses but we have one who have been tested in every situation and yet was without sin thus let us approach the throne of God with confidence and boldness" the Lord Jesus on this earth was not an immortal or supernatural being as some might put it but was a man with natural feelings like you and i. Christ cannever leave you nor forsake you. some of the things that we do go through sometimes could have swallowed us we are still leaving. remember you were created to Magnify the Glory of God in every situation. this means that when God fails you meaning He has also failed, when He glorifies you, He gets glorified the most. you are going thru whatever you are going thru right now so you can have a life changing testimony and a message to tell others who would eventually come to know Jesus. just imagine this, ;if there was no broken heart how would you know that God is a heart fixer and a mind regulator. if there was no sickness, how would know that God is a healer, if there was no need how would you know that God is Jireh( God of provision), and so on...... You better start thanking God for whatever that you are going thru right now for if only you knew what your end would be in the Lord, you had better raise your voice and start praising Him like you have never before. God has inscribed you at the palm of His hands and like the potter, moulding and shaping you to the best that the univers and history would ever have. hang on and never give up for your time and season is soon approaching and you can't afford to miss it. God bless you so much